4 months ago

(not rly poetry)

Have you ever stopped everything you were doing, Just to confront the silence there was when you werent doing absolutely anything?

The birds chirping

The sunset

The taste of an ice cream

The memories of an distant christmas....


What makes life worth it for you?

Most of us have our answer, if not

The river of life drags us with it,

Because life never stops even when you do

Every second something is happening

Every minute something is happening

From good to bad, from murder to an happy family

What's life to you?

Money? Cars? Happiness? Suffering?

Since covid exploded the isolation bomb,

Finding reasons for our whys became more difficult.

Why? Exactually, thats the question

Why try? Why live? Why continue? Why cant i help?

Then it came a voice to answer

Meaningless, pointless, end it..

But.. that wasnt really our voice, and yet, it still was

Since the pandemic started everything negative seemed to be the only

Thing existing in the world and that nothing was good,

And positivity was stabbed by the ascending despair.

There's no right or wrong, but there always a why we need to answer

The why of our existense, because it screams like a child if ignored

And theres nowhere to hide when your demon is inside yourself

Theres nothing you can do against your ghosts, if not try to understand them

And give their why accordingly.

Is it easy? No. One may not make it to the why, because he never saw

The real beauty in life, because yes,

Life is suffering, so what can you do about it, if not hug the spikes around life?

Its hard to value what we have, but easy to do so when we dont have it

Its difficult to decide to do it or not when you have so many people that care about you, making you feel trapped because you cant do it, not, because of them.

But trust me, this isnt a burden, but a blessing. You have a house. A phone which youre using to read this. You have a life, opinions.

You are a person, well done! Many aren't even born, but yet, it doesnt seem significant because theyre not here...

But to their mother, it is significant.

For you to be born, your biological mother had to go through pain just for you to exist.

Who could deny that youre a miracle? Because everything could go wrong, you could be worse, but youre not

Many die young, and yet, here you are, strong, healing, or in whatever point in life.

Finding worth in living is finding joy in having your family, your friends, and if you dont have one, come say hi to me, just know that

Youre not alone

And even if you are,

Some people find grace in your presence.

Your uniqueness and beauty.

Being able to see, hear.. isn't the sunset wonderful?

Yes, there's suffering in life, but the point is you have to find joy in the little things, because theyre the most imlortant ones.

Go on, talk with a girl, confess, get rejected, but go without expectation, and get happy when she says yes.

This is all too optimistic, but how could we live in pessimism?



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