It's been rough. My friend might've killed themselves, and I've been feeling very demotivated and depressed as a result. Even if it doesn't show. I don't know if I've said this before ever since I got through one of the darkest and most depressing years of my life, I've just wanted to help you all and as many people as I can to be happy. And I failed. Making people happy has become my life's purpose. I don't know what to do, so I'm just going to take a break until I find out, I don't know how long it will take, maybe a month, maybe until the end of the school year, god knows really, but I just need some time. This isn't a goodbye. I'm not leaving, I just need some time to myself.