Ever heard of "Suffering in Silence"? I feel like im doing that rn fr. And i dont know why. im not gonna go into a long ass tangent like last time...cuz i just cant explain how im feeling. depressed? i dont know. But i feel like im probably never going to put my mark on this world if i keep going like this. Maybe thats what all of us want, to put a mark on the world. I guess that im probably going to be one of many who doesnt leave said mark on the world. and i feel..nothing, like, im not a nihlist i swear but i guess im just fine with either outcome. If i make a mark, however little, cool. If not...too bad, ya tried.

anyways sorry if this seems like a ramble cuz it is...so er sorry. I dont want to make anyone feel negative because o my words or anything. Live your life. Halao rant out lol but still, sorry if i made ya sad by reading this post.