So let me explain why I don’t draw even though I want to draw/learn how to

Where I have drawn before theses were the only two drawings I could find on my phone and as you can see there not good and I feel I lll never get good at like not as good as this

I know I can learn but thing is I don’t draw much because I feel I won’t draw that good yes I have try using a reference image in the corner of the image but it still turns out looking like a piece of shit and I don’t think I can ever get better... ^ so ya... anyway I guess see...