I know it doesn't look like it, BUT I AM ACTUALLY FUCKING LOSING IT. I've been stuck uninspired and drawing the same repetitive things that I've almost gotten to the point of not enjoying anymore, I don't feel like I accomplished something after making an art, I just feel like I'm trying to keep you guys entertained, because you guys are genuinely all I have, don't believe me? I've been nothing but a pity friend to everyone I've met, the only real friends I've had drifted away from me, my own goddamn family practically ignores me, other than my brother who couldn't give a speck of a shit about anything happening to me, and the list goes on and on. Not to mention that nothing I try to do helps, I swear I would've killed myself if I could, but I physically can't, the only thing I could come close to killing myself with, is a fucking butter knife. (I won't do it don't worry.) I just need someone to physically talk to but there's no one there for me, it's always been that way though, and it probably always will. Anyways, thanks for actually fucking caring to those of you who do, your literally all I have, but even then, I feel like I'm losing you guys because of repetitive content that I don't even like, but even then, I know some of you do care, so thanks. And don't worry about me killing myself, it's not gonna happen. I promise.