You don't want to bottle it all in but you have a fear that if you tell someone it'll just make it worse don't let anyone how you feel I can't you ever look in the mirror and you don't see yourself see you see someone else and it feels like a you're trapped in someone else's body you can't get out you hear a voice screaming to come out you can't let it out you can't show any sign of weakness you feel selfish for feelings sad and when you feel sad it makes you feel weak which makes you feel angry and you just don't know how to tell anyone I don't know how long I can go I don't know how long I can everyone have a happy night love you all thank you for your support with my art