(also his name’s Cedric, don’t question it)

Ok sorry I’m advance if I don’t post a lot/post way too much this week, I’m going through a lot rn and music and drawing are pretty much the only ways I’m coping atm.

Uhm.

Apologies.

OKAY SO ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS JUST GOT A BF AND SHE JUST BLOCKED ME FOR NO REASON AND I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT I DID WRONG😃

And then I’ve been slowly soaking in the fact that everyone else my age (even people younger than me) are hella lot more mature than me (mentally) and I feel really stupid.

and my mom, who’d already said SHE was going to pay for my summer camp, went ahead and changed her mind, so now i need to save up an additional $200 ON TOP OF THE MONEY FOR THE HORSE AND A HAIRCUT AND SOME NEW SHOES AND I CANT EVEN DO TOO MANY JOBS BECAUSE IM STUCK WATCH MY LITTLE SIBLINGS ALL FUCKING DAY.

And also i Just feel kinda shitty cuz the last like, 3 times(?) I’ve made a new OC, someone else posts one that looks almost identical before I finish mine, so I have to either scrap it or redo it so it doesn’t look like I’ve copied someone else‘s.

AAAAAAAND ON TOP OF ALLAT, I realized all my irl friends are jerks

So that’s fun