I felt Pressured to do things I didn't wanna do. Pressured to be with someone somewhere I didn't wanna be at the time. And that not in the loving since.

Let me explain :

Sammy's Ex also known as Technik Brolig by me as I gave them this name. They always ask for my attention, always ask me for to be there for him and most of all, to end my friendship with SammyBlack, MichaelMayonnaise and everyone else who their didn't like at that time. I didn't do as their wanted me to because my friendship with Sammy and Michael is stronger then my friendship with Tech could have ever been. They wanted me to be there for them so they can talk about there relationship with Sammy, I told them every time that it was something I couldn't help, and that it's something I didn't wanna be part of. Love just not really my think, and back then I barely even know anything about love as I was too young to have known anything. Today it's a bit different, but to the most part I still give the same advice as I did back then. I felt Beaten and Punched tile my skin turned purple and blue, but only from the inside. I'm not build for such themes, if I say I can't help, then I probably Can't Help. To top it all of, their the reason I have lost so many of my Friends back then and had to change so many projects and well as worry about them. I wish I knew better back then, but I didn't, I couldn't have.

Sorry to you two, especially you Sammy. I don't even feel like I wrote this good as it's still a to heavy topic for me. Maybe some other time.

Edit: I forgot about this

https://gamejolt.com/p/hoping-bad-direz5vs

this also belongs to this I wrote it on DA right after all of this happend and postet it on GJ ween Sage made there Community