I have been on the bathroom for a while and I realized something very important, that forgiving is a part of living.

I understand it's hard to forgive people, because they hurt you. But I also realized.. what if I felt that same feeling as if God never forgave me for my actions, that's where I realized that being human is forgiving people who hurted you even if it's hard to even hear it.

I forgive myself for being an asshole, for being something I wasn't before, for being a character I wasn't.

I forgive the people who hurted me, thelegend87, general skaza and more people that has hurted me, because I know we suffer as well deeply than we can even admit.

I will try to start posting motivating post, trying to make an account where you feel more than just.. blank,.an empty shell with the bitter reality of being accepted.

I will change, I will do sport to improve my body health, no more suicidal thoughts, no more insults, I will succeed in life, and I want you too to succeed. I want you to finally forget the harsh reality of our childhood, as if a thin thread wraps around our body and pull us backwards, being harder to see the light.

I love you guys, i'm sorry I don't post a lot. I also have my family problem that has gotten worse, but I try to be positive, I was born to live, born to observe, born to make people feel better,to feel something more than an object that belongs to the trash bin.

I'm sorry for the people I hurted, to the people I never chat with because I also deal with life more than social.

I accept if you don't want to forgive me, but I just want to lift off the heavy weight of my shoulders.

You deserve to exist.