It's been awhile since I've last vented on here, fellow people of Game Jolt. Here's basically a long chapter of vent.

I haven't thought about doing it in a long time. Trying to end it all. Basically, the question here is why. Why would I want to end it all? Mainly 3 things.

1. Depression

2. Anxiety

3. SH Thoughts

I was debating on this for 30 minutes. I thought nothing of it, my niece won't notice anything different. But, there she was, in the doorway of my room, crying. Begging me not to do it. To end it. I look at her and tell her "Anna, I'm not going to do it." She didnt believe me, and hugged me. I had to reassure her, even though she's 14. That's fine by me, though.

Now my thoughts ponder asking that same question.

"What if that attempt worked that night?"