From everything youre aching right now, ache of love, of the errors you have done from the start of your life. Its easy to complain about it, and i know it, ive done that for years, but youre gonna have to change your vision, your perspective, and begin to see life the hard way, which is in a meaningful way and if you say that theres not any meaning, youre still blind by the negativity, basically, what im saying is that you need to get out of your comfort zone, and to do is something big, yes, a big step and not easy by any means, but come think with me, has your life, all this time you've been feeling this, changed with your same habits? Did faking a smile every day make you feel better?

Do you see why you gotta change the way you think? Its no use keep lying and building this wall cuz it only separates your real self from people, so break through this wall; talk with someone you trust about it, DARE to be brave, because this is a situation you'll NEED to have this courage, cause to stay with your demons only to yourself is only gonna eat you from the inside out, so dont wait, go speak to a family, friend, someone you TRUST will hear without judging, or call the suicide hotline, because this is serious, life's not a game to be thrown away so nonchalantly, cause you dont know how much youre worth, you (your life) means a achievement, the fight your parents had to get you here, to give you the life you have, and to not be born dead or die early is also something to celebrate, cause, truly speaking, youre blessed to be in the place you are, because you couldve died sooner, of manh other reasons, not entirely mental, but yet, youre here breathing oxygen, isnt that beautiful? Even if you dont think it is, this is what gives your life worth, imagine god watching you from above and letting you live, and he did so because just like me, he believes in you, he believes in your strenght even if you dont believe in it yourself, because to live is suffering, this is fact, so gods proud to see everyones strength in the battle of keep living, so treat this words seriously, dont toy with your life, because its worth so much more than gold.