Venting/Ranting in DiDe's (*Professional) Department of Dumbassery

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Don’t read if you don’t want to know irl drama :(
If you don’t want irl drama ignore these next few posts. I need to rant cause I’m actually pissed.
Actively hating American schools :D
I wanted to ask because I don’t feel good about the idea of someone laughing at someone for being in REALLY SERIOUS pain. Even if you’re mad at them, that’s going a bit too far…right?
Idk, this might just be a me thing, but it’s a little bit too toxic imo
https://gamejolt.com/p/serious-question-do-you-think-it-s-okay-t…
For context, there’s quite a few people mad at them, it’s not a “laughing as a friend” thing or like they’re laughing too, it’s people laughing at someone because they got hit in the head/shoulder/neck with a flag. (They are heavy)
Wait… I might have a reason to cry…
Give me a second
I feel like crying but I have no reason to cry
:(
I’m sad and mad at band.
They’ve taken my free time, homework time, sleep, appetite but only give me excercise and stress. Sure, the memories are cool, sure something’s are fun but it’s WAY too much.
I unfortunately gotta do it again next year bruh 😭😭
I’ve never been so stressed and sad over an extracurricular in my life other than band.
I can’t do shit in that class but WALK. I can march and that’s IT. And I can hardly do that!
I’ve contemplated quitting like 10 times today. It’s not going well 😭
Do you ever get that feeling like you don’t fit in no matter how hard you try? Even if you know you have friends who are happy that your friend, I always feel like I’m alone.
It doesn’t help that some of my first friends are mad at each other rn