Venting/Ranting in DiDe's (*Professional) Department of Dumbassery

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I found a replacement that could be worthy for it at least when it started to fail, but it just doesn’t feel the same. Regardless of how similar they are or how much better this one has become, I can’t forget the other one. Every little thing affects me
That shit saved my life. It saved me from being depressed, and I don’t get how people can just move on and forget these people so fast. Even if I hate someone, I can’t just leave them. Even through shot that happens, I’m always conflicted.
Everything I used to love and that used to motivate me is not dead and considered one of the “worst fandoms” you could be a part of, not to mention it’s extremely toxic to be in. Even if I left it 2 years ago, I’m still stuck in it regardless of my fears
I wanted to make gacha characters to depict my OC’s cause I’ve never done it and I said I’d do it years ago, I said I was going to knit and now I haven’t for like a month. I’m so bored of TV shows and music and YouTube that usually motivates me :’(
My friend and I both run a YouTube channel that I have not helped out with at all, I’ve been saying I’m going to do art and shit and I haven’t, I literally just sit in my room and do nothing and it makes me sad. I want to do stuff but I can’t do it sadly
Talked to my mom about this post:
https://gamejolt.com/p/don-t-read-if-you-don-t-want-to-know-irl-…
Hopefully her parents drop it for Christmas. It was a first time thing and it’s there only child, just hoping she doesn’t get super depressed over it cause she was really sad today :(
thx droplets
Don’t read if you don’t want to know irl drama :(
If you don’t want irl drama ignore these next few posts. I need to rant cause I’m actually pissed.
Actively hating American schools :D
I wanted to ask because I don’t feel good about the idea of someone laughing at someone for being in REALLY SERIOUS pain. Even if you’re mad at them, that’s going a bit too far…right?
Idk, this might just be a me thing, but it’s a little bit too toxic imo