Venting/Ranting in DiDe's (*Professional) Department of Dumbassery

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WHYYYYYYY
WHY MUST MY LIFE SUCK THIS FUCKING MUCH ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
NOT A FUCKING VENT, THIS IS A RANT, FIRE ALARMS ARE FUCKING STUPID AND DESERVE TO DIE FOR WHAT THE FUCK THEY JUST DID. IT'S 330 YOU FUCKER YOUVE KEPT ME UP FOR FUCKING 2 HOURS ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
They are trying to ban phone in my school, Jan 17 is the day the ban is inforced.
Iโm going to become depressed isttg
I found a replacement that could be worthy for it at least when it started to fail, but it just doesnโt feel the same. Regardless of how similar they are or how much better this one has become, I canโt forget the other one. Every little thing affects me
That shit saved my life. It saved me from being depressed, and I donโt get how people can just move on and forget these people so fast. Even if I hate someone, I canโt just leave them. Even through shot that happens, Iโm always conflicted.
Everything I used to love and that used to motivate me is not dead and considered one of the โworst fandomsโ you could be a part of, not to mention itโs extremely toxic to be in. Even if I left it 2 years ago, Iโm still stuck in it regardless of my fears
I wanted to make gacha characters to depict my OCโs cause Iโve never done it and I said Iโd do it years ago, I said I was going to knit and now I havenโt for like a month. Iโm so bored of TV shows and music and YouTube that usually motivates me :โ(
My friend and I both run a YouTube channel that I have not helped out with at all, Iโve been saying Iโm going to do art and shit and I havenโt, I literally just sit in my room and do nothing and it makes me sad. I want to do stuff but I canโt do it sadly
Talked to my mom about this post:
https://gamejolt.com/p/don-t-read-if-you-don-t-want-to-know-irl-โฆ
Hopefully her parents drop it for Christmas. It was a first time thing and itโs there only child, just hoping she doesnโt get super depressed over it cause she was really sad today :(
thx droplets
Donโt read if you donโt want to know irl drama :(
If you donโt want irl drama ignore these next few posts. I need to rant cause Iโm actually pissed.