Venting/Ranting in DiDe's (*Professional) Department of Dumbassery

I've never wanted to die more in my life, AND IT'S BECAUSE OF SOME FUCKING FIRE ALARMS
SOME PLEASE PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY PLEASE ššš
AND THEN THE FIRE ALARMS START ACTING UP AGAIN
I GOT WOKEN UP, BY SOME BULLSHIT FIRE ALARM, AND AFTER 2 HOURS LATER, WE LEARN IT'S BECAUSE OF A FUCKING. DUST. PARTICLE. AND THEN I GET MY FUCKING PERIOD.
WHY
WHYYYYYYY
WHY MUST MY LIFE SUCK THIS FUCKING MUCH šššš
NOT A FUCKING VENT, THIS IS A RANT, FIRE ALARMS ARE FUCKING STUPID AND DESERVE TO DIE FOR WHAT THE FUCK THEY JUST DID. IT'S 330 YOU FUCKER YOUVE KEPT ME UP FOR FUCKING 2 HOURS šššš
They are trying to ban phone in my school, Jan 17 is the day the ban is inforced.
Iām going to become depressed isttg
I found a replacement that could be worthy for it at least when it started to fail, but it just doesnāt feel the same. Regardless of how similar they are or how much better this one has become, I canāt forget the other one. Every little thing affects me
That shit saved my life. It saved me from being depressed, and I donāt get how people can just move on and forget these people so fast. Even if I hate someone, I canāt just leave them. Even through shot that happens, Iām always conflicted.
Everything I used to love and that used to motivate me is not dead and considered one of the āworst fandomsā you could be a part of, not to mention itās extremely toxic to be in. Even if I left it 2 years ago, Iām still stuck in it regardless of my fears
I wanted to make gacha characters to depict my OCās cause Iāve never done it and I said Iād do it years ago, I said I was going to knit and now I havenāt for like a month. Iām so bored of TV shows and music and YouTube that usually motivates me :ā(