Sad stuff... in Simu soul's world

I don't know what to put here

Me and shadow aren't dating anymore...

I feel shattered and guilty for making him feel heartbroken...

It's all my fault.. I don't care what anyone says

I want to get "rid" of myself...

[No joking, no bad things in the comments]

So... I was told by leko that lordx1234(I'm not gonna @ him)'s gf hates me and that he also doesn't like silhouette lizzy.. and uhh... I can understand the hate from lordx's gf.... I honestly deserve it for being a shitty friend and stuff....

I'm scared of losing people that are family, that are like siblings to me, that are my friends.

After my baby brother died I begin to fear losing others

My anxiety gets the MOST out of me

See friends I care for fight hurts me and my heart too much. . .

I feel like I'm being forgotten to everyone...