Sad stuff in The Homies

Have a beep day.
So... I was told by leko that lordx1234(I'm not gonna @ him)'s gf hates me and that he also doesn't like silhouette lizzy.. and uhh... I can understand the hate from lordx's gf.... I honestly deserve it for being a shitty friend and stuff....
I'm scared of losing people that are family, that are like siblings to me, that are my friends.
After my baby brother died I begin to fear losing others
My anxiety gets the MOST out of me
See friends I care for fight hurts me and my heart too much. . .


I feel like I'm being forgotten to everyone...

I just threw up the moment I woke up so that means I'm sick, same for my sister