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im so fucking tired of everything, i want to relapse so bad but i cant
i hate how im only staying clean so i don't have any visible scars in summer
i cut too deep for that to work in the first place though, hate hypertrophic scarring
i don't know im tired
So, how are you? I hope you're well... I have things to explain... Many things...
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Just because I think it's wrong doesn't mean I'm a polyphobe I'm catholic and I will rarely accept it in ships but because I have my beliefs doesn't mean that I am a polyphobe
I'm just gonna vent real quick....
But I like being home alone since my dad isn't home, and he annoys me to no end, but at the same time, when I'm home alone it's extremely lonely and I can't focus on anything but my own.... Thoughts...
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body cause it's not good enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say that I Deserve To Bleed!!!
Y'know... Iwonder when my life will truly begin.....
Cause right now.... I don't even know what to do with myself....
Like... I'm just laying on my couch just doomscrolling.... I don't want to be like this but doing anything else feels too exhausting...