i've lost about 60% of my original friend group,
and there are officially more hate posts about me then regular posts.
i have to say i deserve it.
sorry for dragging on drama and being a hypocritical fuck.
NOW PRESENTING QUESTION 1 ------
what happened to me/apology
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a lot
i think i should start off by explaining some things
first off, i unblocked (almost) everyone because i genuinely want constructive criticism because i don't like what i've become either.
also, an apology.
a while ago i made an expose post about the strawpage
and it contained an apology about what i had done in the first place
here is said apology:
along with that, i generally have handled every single drama i've gotten myself involved with poorly, mostly due to, well, involving myself.
i might've actually been lying to myself this whole time and maybe i am an attention seeker.
so
i still have everyone (except one person who asked to be re-blocked) unblocked.
give me constructive advice on how to become better.
idk what's wrong with me but yall likely do.
another note: in a drama during the last few months, i attempted to apologize to both main people.
i apologize to "j" specifically because i reached out to them via pixilart, which is kinda annoying.
NOW PRESENTING QUESTION 2 ------
where was i
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discord mostly
i made an agreement with electraheart to no longer constantly talk shit about each other (this agreement was possibly broken but i will keep up my side, i expect my followers too as well)
that's it ig.
NOW PRESENTING QUESTION 3 ------
why have you become the drama person????
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i don't like what i've become.
i posted exclusively about drama for a while.
while i have been hurt by many i hate who i've become.
i like to imagine a "petty crown" being passed around.
it was taken by multiple people and it landed on me for a while.
ig i'm doing it for attention because i don't know why else i'm doing this.
NOW PRESENTING QUESTION 4 ------
will you post?
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unfortunately, yes.
expect posts rarely.
or commonly.
idk what i'll feel like.
discord server to talk to me more:
NOW PRESENTING QUESTION 5 ------
why did you rejoin? don't you hate gamejolt?
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i am addicted.
i will likely never leave gamejolt.
and yes i do hate gj.
i will never publicly address drama again.
i will never post about drama again.
if i do, that's on me, and you have the right to get angry.
PRESENTATION OVER
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now to the various people who dislike me:
i genuinely hope you accept my apology.
i know you don't give really care about this but my mental health has been at a net negative recently and i've realized how horrible of a person i've been.
and i know i've made your mental health worse too.
i am genuinely sorry.
i tried being the "no enemies guy", but i just ended up being another attention seeker, who keeps starting up random shit.
btw my deepest apologies to loppy(you might know them as gigi, but that is not their name), as they may have ended their life due to my and other's stupid ass harassment.
