Lately ive been having very negative thoughts. Throughout my childhood ive always had an over active imagination. Now, as pre-teen, it stuck with me. I always used to use it to cope with past trauma. Im remembering things i dont want to remember. Im tired of always feeling like im on a leash, yet no ones on the other end. I honestly feel trapped. I always just want to sit down and cry. My moms always yelling at me. My sister hates me even though i do everything for her. the kids at school call me names, mainly "weirdo". I wouldnt say theyre wrong. People tell me im terrible at art, being my safe space. It no longer feels safe, it feels like an injection in my chest. I really, really just need space from the world, maybe then i wouldnt be so stressed for a minute.

Im getting tired.
Next up
I actually never do full body edits and probably never will but here's Danni :]
Lindsay and theCheshire Cat (WhackEland 3: happy never after)
[ Villain and Violent, Infant and Innocent ]
Ft. Present H!Mazen and Past H!Mazen
Just as Pecaminosa's musicians #improvise this rendition of #LittleSunflower 🌻, so do we improvise with this post you're reading. 😂
What's coming out of your own improvs? 🤔
#Pecaminosa | #IndieDev | #OST | #Jazz
Check out this scifi scene by Jason Kwak!
https://www.artstation.com/artwork/681R05
#3dart #npbr #scifi #cyberpunk #environment #office #computers
I have added rewards for quests so that villagers can give you something in return for your hard work helping them. 🥳
I want to know - what's your favourite quest reward?
I worked so hard to get all four of them to the end safely, but then...
An infected room from the second part of Cybel ! Are you up for some cleansing?
"Day to Day" (also check spud out here he's a great guy and writer: https://soundcloud.com/spudward)










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