Lately ive been having very negative thoughts. Throughout my childhood ive always had an over active imagination. Now, as pre-teen, it stuck with me. I always used to use it to cope with past trauma. Im remembering things i dont want to remember. Im tired of always feeling like im on a leash, yet no ones on the other end. I honestly feel trapped. I always just want to sit down and cry. My moms always yelling at me. My sister hates me even though i do everything for her. the kids at school call me names, mainly "weirdo". I wouldnt say theyre wrong. People tell me im terrible at art, being my safe space. It no longer feels safe, it feels like an injection in my chest. I really, really just need space from the world, maybe then i wouldnt be so stressed for a minute.
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I actually never do full body edits and probably never will but here's Danni :]
Lindsay and theCheshire Cat (WhackEland 3: happy never after)
[ Villain and Violent, Infant and Innocent ]
Ft. Present H!Mazen and Past H!Mazen
This Satuday we invite to watch another #speedpainting of our artist Daniel Faiad.
How great is this scene of #Pecaminosa?
Fan art for Foolish I'm feeling kinda better so I drew this
Sometimes the suction cup get sticky. Small animation I made in Blender after doing my tutorial on picking up/dropping objects in animations. Crate model by jQueary (https://sketchfab.com/3d-models/game-ready-sci-fi-crate-d98deca6…).
An infected room from the second part of Cybel ! Are you up for some cleansing?
Let me introduce you to the new Mech line: Gendai Spec. Those are Mech that specializes in surprise attacks, covered operations, and stealth. They are equipped with melee weapons but one of Gendai's frames supports sniper rifles.
I mostly build 3D First Person Shooter game mechanics in Unity, and in this I'm just showing C4 mechanics I made for a little side project I am working on! :)
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