I am writing just to inform you I will probaply finish Miami Traffic even when things look as they do now. Although I have always regarded myself as being a bit crazy I wasn’t very bothered by my issues, well I am now. Being in a stressfull time of my life I am unsure wether my mind is getting better or worse, probaply better since I am being confronted with all my demons lately.

Use of certain compounds and immense stress has led me to sink to some horrifying depts of my own psyche a few times, while I am defenitly a changed man my happy side is still pretty much the same so the outcome for the game quality will be the same. But at the moment I need some time to pick up the pieces from the times I fell apart.

Things are likely to get better when I can quit the diet as well. Being a dedicated natural bodybuilder I have asked alot of both my mind and body and venturing into single digit bodyfat percentages caused me to become very susceptible to the demons of my mind. Grave mood-swings are a daily treat. ( ”quit the diet!”) No can do. I have little else to be proud of at the moment, being an athlete with great knowlegde of nutrition is one of my few exceptional qualities.(Being good at game maker is about as usefull as a masters degree in memes)

Miami traffic IV isn’t just gonna die. You gotta see it as the seed of a plant, may lay dormant for a while but isn’t gonna spoil. It’ll grow into a nice tree sooner or later.

Just. like. me. (…right?) -that was a dark joke, still got it-