1 year ago

me when I want to do something productive instead of just watching YouTube all day.

the article gets personal and depressing...

so read at your own risk...

i covered the bad parts in a spoiler though

did i use productive correctly?


this post was supposed to be a funny joke, but it turned into something depressing...

if I can't live without Internet... I shouldn't live at all...

Me doubting myself in spoiler...

why does it matter... what's the point... no one's gonna care... no one is going to remember... i don't belong anywhere... it doesn't matter... it's too late... I ruin everything... i don't deserve anything... I hate myself... what if it doesn't work out... what if people get upset with me... what if I do something wrong by accident... what if I make a mistake... what if I don't continue... why do I exist...

thoughts keep getting into my head...

I don't want these feelings...

I don't know...

feelings are stupid...

i want a hug......

sometimes I'm like, I'm going to do it right now... immediately starts doing something else or walks for a bit... what am I doing? why am I not doing anything? i don't know... the weird part is that I feel normal when I do this. i don't understand anything...

and sometimes when I do, do it, I take hours... for something small... like a singular line or using the bucket tool for coloring... I don't understand how this happens...

i wish I knew how to shade normally instead of using the bucket tool...

sorry... i don't mean to make people sad or mad...

it's ok, don't worry. nothing bad's gonna happen, I'm fine... I just need to let go... or whatever it's called... let it out?

this is the worst (first half of this) month of my life... but it did get better at the 17th day... the day before was awful... this day was ok... i hope it gets better...

I wasn't posting anything for a while because I wanted that Katress drawing to be my 100th post... I thought it was fitting because it was art that I took a really long time on... and I like cats too.

Katress is also my favorite Pal from Palworld, even though i didn't play it...



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is this what art block feels like...?

or am i just being lazy/procrastinating?

how do you feel when you have art block?

i want to know if I'm feeling the same way or if it's something else...

how do you get rid of it?

#question

#ArtQuestion

#art

#ArtBlock

i just watched "A Minecraft Movie."

i wasn't intending to watch it in theaters, but my uncle asked if I wanted to go see it with his nephew, and i was like, "yeah ok..."

I'm not really a Minecraft fan...

it was ok... i guess...

this movie's ridiculous....

can someone help me with this?

I don't get it...

this is true...

now stop saying that, you stinky... sorry...

you don't understand how this makes some people feel...

I'm talking about the multiple great artists who say their art bad, not him...

clip from this video https://youtu.be/RYMkKnnlGbQ?si=IiXIDS1Htpv0HhO9

i have a theory..

it's probably a stretch..

but..

Mimic 1 (M1) is Roxanne Wolf

i thought of this today when I was watching Markiplier's new Secret of the Mimic video..

read the article for context..

hopefully no one's thought of this..

spoilers by the way

#GJAsks what game I wish I could play 4 the first time again?

Miitopia!(NS)

I was so happy playing this game!

it's so fun and funny!

i really wished I had a YouTube channel when I was playing it..

the makeup thing was so cool!

i hope they do that again...

#GJAsks what's an underrated classic more people should play?

Ice Climbers! (NES)

why haven't they made another one!?

i want to see what a 3D Ice Climbers game would look like...

#SonicCharacter

my favorite Sonic character is Kitsunami the Fennec from the Sonic idw comics and Tails Doll from Sonic R of course...

i kinda basically I think have 2 favorite villagers...

and I'm gonna tell you why, in a story!

kinda

it first started out when I first played my first Animal Crossing-

denied

to access the story, you must pay a 3rd of a full priced game...

just kidding...