Welp, I did it too myself again…

I hate that I do this, I really do.
I’ve got to. It’s that moment where it hits you that randomly, you feel yourself at a lack of motivation. That you cannot move forward. So instead of taking Path X, the path you wished had gone done, you instead go down Path Y, the uglier, and straightforward path, that releases the burden.

I’ve done this countless times and I hate myself for it, I really do.

And you can take this ranting on as something good or something bad, but I just need to vent.

No will I take game development out of the system. Not by the long shot.
I’ve discussed an idea with some great friends of mine who have also had small interests in game development, but I have been the only one who actually attempted it.

My problem is that I fold too much burden on myself, I expect great things to come out of myself. I’m too arrogant in my ability, I’m not denying that.

My solution, I’ve went to my friends, and we’ve decided to come as a team to work on it. One of them certainly has much more enthusiasm, commitment, and motivation to work on a game, so I know he won’t let me down, and help me be motivated to keep up.

Right now, we do not have a GameJolt page, rather, you don’t have a name for our group just yet, but, baby steps first. Once we have stuff set up, I’ll post a final devlog here on this page, and then it’ll be gone forever.

To those who stuck it through and actually read all this, I congratulate you that you had time and effort to actually read this, and whatever you get of this, whether you sympathize or call me “quits”, I don’t care. I needed to get this out when I can. Hopefully I can get it right this time and not call it quits for sure. Change is certainly available.