6 days ago

Yesterday was my third spawnday.


Honestly, it doesn't feel great.

Everything, at least online, really just fell apart for me in the span of 7 months. The small bit of following that I had vanished in an instant, shattering my last bit of motivation to continue working.

Even most of my friends are starting to move on from me.

So, I would like to dedicate this spawnday to perserverance. Despite everything that has happened, I refuse to let myself give up. I will see this through to the end no matter how long it takes. Whether it's another year, five years, or a decade. No matter what scraps of people I have watching me by then.

This is my story, and I will not discard the pen.

Thanks to everyone who is still here. I won't forget any of you.

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