vent in comfort and help

sad
Sometimes I wish I could just make really deeb post, stuff that really shows what I'm thinking, but Idk how to do that, no matter how deep I'm really thinking, or how deep I feel, best I can do is to draw it, and even that I can't do
crying, i'm my face hurts, a bit of family drama and self confliction
OMG I HATE THIS F PIXEL PROGRAM WHY IS IT SO F BROKEN AND WHY CAN'T I UNDO ANYTHING???
I have to Fix my F ArtStyle, like it so f bad i can't get anything right, Like where to i put beards?? no where because it looks like POOP
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
I f Hate this feeling right now, I'm sad, and i kinda don't know and kinda do know why, i hate it and it makes me hate me, can't it just stop?

Decided to do Truma Bingo no idea how it works but ok