vent in comfort and help

After a wile you start to hate friendship
there just never peace with them ween you try to get them together to do group projects

i don't wanna draw anymore now, i'm so f mad now because i CAN'T F DRAW THE FACE that i wanna draw for this one F drawing
i can't even find the face expretion even so it so ofthen used

I HATE DRAWING FACES HOLY SHIT!!!

idk if it the first time but i feel like legit hurting myself, like cutting myself open and shit, like normal people do, but maybe a bit worse like my using a nail thingy instad of glass or a knife

so anyone know how to get me into a good mood?
with out talking about games please

Sometimes I wish I could just make really deeb post, stuff that really shows what I'm thinking, but Idk how to do that, no matter how deep I'm really thinking, or how deep I feel, best I can do is to draw it, and even that I can't do

crying, i'm my face hurts, a bit of family drama and self confliction

OMG I HATE THIS F PIXEL PROGRAM WHY IS IT SO F BROKEN AND WHY CAN'T I UNDO ANYTHING???

I have to Fix my F ArtStyle, like it so f bad i can't get anything right, Like where to i put beards?? no where because it looks like POOP

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

I f Hate this feeling right now, I'm sad, and i kinda don't know and kinda do know why, i hate it and it makes me hate me, can't it just stop?