Random Thoughts in Benjiro's Group

I might probably make another artfight thing soon, it’s been kind of a drought lately

These layers already have broken my nerves and are breaking them even more

Ughhhhh I hate working with this I just want to get to the cool stuff why out of all things did this have to be the one that halts everything

I think I might just try to take a break from the layering issue for now at least by myself,

I’m being really serious if anyone want to help me please just leave something down here, I’m seriously struggling with this and I keep getting headaches

Never the frick the mind, I STILL keep running into the same issue, and now I’m like extremely demotivated from even working on this anymore from this STUPID issue.

Like the values have to be so specific and I’m just trying so hard to find it

Ok I am honestly just lost on this stupid layering thing I’m trying to do

Yesterday was soooo much better than on Wednesday for me, no doubt

I’m just gonna be real now, I honestly don’t really know what to say, but there actually might be a chance that I could have depression, I still don’t know fully but honestly with the way I’ve been sorta acting irl it could be possible

Ok I’m gonna be open and honest I don’t know if my game is even gonna be good, there’s a lot of issues and stuff that I’m trying to fix but some just don’t turn out.

Idk what I should do

Kind of a random thing I’m wondering about, but what do you guys think of me?

I’m alright but I’m just curious to see why you guys usually are with me and my stuff that I do, and I just need something to do while I figure stuff out

Idk about me or something but I feel like I’m the “anti relatable” guy or something, kinda hard to explain but some might get what I mean by that