venting & support! 💜 in Darla’s hellhole

this thing is optional but aint no way im leaving it as default

I don't think I am feeling anything rn

this hasn't happened since the last year

and I don't know why but my heart is racing

I really don't know what is happening

I cant

I cant fucking take it

I am

SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW

Life is literally surviving and destroying Earth in the process

It’s happening on discord too now sjakiwjaka

Something about furries I came up with...

I wanna die, live, sleep, stay awake, eat, starve myself, draw, rip my sketchbook to shreds, meditate and draw a knife down my arm all at the same time

I don’t feel the same today

Like

I’ve never felt like this before

Decided to do Truma Bingo no idea how it works but ok

WHY DOES EVERY SINGLE FUCKING MOSQUITO COME AND FUCKING BITE ME?

LIKE THERE WEREN'T 3 OTHER PEOPLE IN THE FUCKING HOUSE

AND I FUCKING GOT BITTEN BY 3 PLACES MY LEG, KNEE AND MY ARM

IM TIRED OF THIS SHIT

I SOMETIMES WISH THEY DIDN'T EXIST