I can't leave the house the same way anymore...

I always feel everyone looking at me, with judgmental eyes, waiting for me to slip up so they can laugh, make fun, call me a thousand and one things...

I always lose my composure, I lose my confidence, I lose my peace and everything I want is to disappear.

I've been insecure about a lot of things about myself because of this, because it makes me feel like I'm wrong, or doing something wrong.

I can't stand this... It hurts, it hurts so much...

I get anxious, I can't control myself... I feel like a joke...

I hope someone can understand what it's like to have social anxiety....