Always I come back in the same subject, but, sorry, I need to say that. I literally got offline from GJ yesterday and today 'cuz of school, like, bro, I want my time...
Can u understand me, like, I'm doing a mechatronics course with high school at the same time, and my teachers (not all of them) CAN'T teach well, AND, they just throw a lot of exercises and works to do, and say "Fuck it, I think u have just my classes, u don't have 16". Bro, this is so stressful for mind...
Furthermore, there's a guy in my surroundings that says is my "friends" but he always try to let me down when we are close to other people, he wants to take photos of me and make a video with all of them for my birthday, but, GOD, I hate myself, my self steem is horrible, I like just my soul, my appeareance is terrible, I hate this...
And my stepfather made and make a lot of things that I don't like, and this makes me hate him. And my family treats me like a maid, even me studiyng for the entirely day. Other thing is money, we don't have that so much, so, I take just a little amount of lunch for school, all days I'm hungry
To conclude, a time ago, my ex-girlfriend broked up with me, and I really wanted to give up this world, but now I have friends that really mind with me, so I can't do anymore.
Guys... I just want to do what I want to do, like, draw, chat, learn languages, play games, eat, and be happy, but I can't... Maybe I'm just lazy and I'm not trying as hard as I should, but, Idk, I think not, I think I'm just in the wrong place...
Thx if u read this, appreciate you!
Also, thx for the support of y'all!!
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