Here we go again, another round of this. Ahem, I’m only gonna get to the point and say that I have issues when trying to work on my FNaF Fan-Game that’s Five Nights at Toothy’s.
Reason number one, I’m a procrastinator and when I say I will do this or that, I end up not doing it. Reason number two, I have irl stuff to focus on and it mostly disturbs the process of me wanting to interact with GameJolt and my project. Reason number three, I have a form of memory loss as I forget things at times and it’s hard for me to remember right after I easily forgot what it was. Reason number four, I go through stress and LOTS of it as too many things cloud my mind including stupid stuff that my mother be forcing into my head from those awful FaceBook ‘posts’ and videos she be shoving in my face, and even the ones mentioning P. Diddy when I don’t give a fuck about him and I do not want to think about him or hear about him and it’s hard to get away from that nonsense as it makes me want to cry and freak out as I don’t like hearing nothing as SHITTY as that.
Even with these things, I don’t want to give up on making my fnaf fangame or cancel it but I might as I can’t keep dealing with stress that affects my daily life and I hate it when my mother gets in the way and I can’t do anything I want for my fnaf fangame. But that’s not the only thing as you guys must know that my Five Nights at Freddy’s Fan-Game, which is Five Nights at Toothy’s as always, is based on an Alternate Universe I made based on Happy Tree Friends that’s called ‘Toothy & Friends’. And with the main source of the copyrighted material that my FNaF Fan-Game is based on, Happy Tree Friends as the original cartoon show is what keeps me inspired to stick with the idea of having animatronic versions of the Happy Tree Friends characters being in my game. However, due to the fact that Happy Tree Friends is hardly being updated with brand new and fresh content as they only had their latest episode made on September 27th of 2023 while in this year, the MondoMedia channel is slowly reviving the series by them uploading new youtube shorts and community posts, it still isn’t enough in my eyes as I feel without more and more frequent and active new content about Happy Tree Friends that’s made by the original creators of it, I feel like I’m losing interest and motivation in liking the cartoon that’s Happy Tree Friends and even staying in the fandom for it.
And to be honest, I don’t want to leave the Happy Tree Friends fandom but I might if it doesn’t get a reboot. So I’m just waiting for the day of when Happy Tree Friends fully gets to have *a* reboot and to have *it* be revived and even continued with new episodes and seasons besides the latest one they got from 6 months ago. Until then, I don’t know what I’m supposed to do with a fnaf fangame that’s based on a technically dead/cancelled cartoon show. I wish somebody could tell me as I have no clue.
What do you guys think? Should I put my fangame on hiatus and take a break from it until Happy Tree Friends (the original show that my fangame is based on) gets off its hiatus? Or… should I instead keep working on my fnaf fangame even though I feel demotivated and stressed out from the lack of Happy Tree Friends stuff as my fangame is based on that and that I get distracted so much?
I can’t tell which option I should pick as I don’t want to give up on my game but I might as things is too much for me, but the game won’t be cancelled (at least I hope not). And I’m only asking because I don’t know how can you keep working on a Five Nights at Freddy’s based game/project that involves fictional characters from a copyrighted source material, exactly when that source is dead/cancelled/on hiatus. Please leave comments and stuff down below as I really want to know what you guys think on everything I said. That’s all I’m currently asking for.
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