Honest Apology To people who got Hurt because of me
Hey Guys! Spring Speed here and today is November 9th 2024,Updating the apology Article. And i was a Jackass.If You Don't know what happened, let me give You a recap. March till October,i made harassments by calling people useless, stupid or waste of creativity,making Death threats and mentioning other's past. I'm here to Say that i feel guilty for my actions. I spent my time thinking about my actions and struggling to improve myself to become a Better person. In this update,i will include 2 more People or even more.
And from The bottom my heart, i'm truly truly sorry for my bad behavior.
1. To @dgp12
I wanna say that I'm really sorry for violating your boundaries by calling them edgy. Where You said that You Don't accept hugs from men and I called You edgy. And yes,I was a total dipshit because I didn't learn or respect Someone's boundaries. During break,I started to read about boundaries like learning how to respect,not crossing the line and apologizing. It won't happen again. I promise.
2. To LHR Team
To @Sel499 , @TheGoldenSuperior , @Mr_Mysterious @Undying3215 ,@CrystalColton , @IvanTheGameDevAlt ,@MinionAppleBanana ,@jacko_gametime1245 and @murz1k . I wanna Say that I'm sorry for my bad behavior. I also want to apologize To Murzik because I called him useless,dumb and a Man Child. I’m really Sorry for insulting you. And I made the situation even worse. I was just mad and i didn't know that You worked on the Wiki Page.
3. To Antonia 's Art
I wanna Say Sorry for Making false accusations about You and canceling the Friendship because You were a Namy fan (i'll get to her later). And i wanna Say sorry for Making arguments for no reason.
4. To @VictorCuddlesTheGuy476 @plazsmatic_ /@XanderCat and @cattykatie
I wanna Say sorry that i mentioned your past. Yes,i was stupid. I promise that it won't happen. If You Don't believe me, its fine. Just trying to learn a lesson and the lesson is to stop mentioning other's past.
5. To the @RadianceGamesOfficial
I want to apologize To Radiance Team for Calling their potential wasted and Calling them lack of creativity and Seriousity. Maybe I was grumpy and lacked humor. I want to apologize for my false report.
6. To @trix_rats
I know You blocked me,but I hope If You can read this Apology Article. I wanna Say from the bottom of my heart that I am truly sorry for my bad behavior. And You weren’t safe in my community. And You said that You hope that i will become a better person And that's what i am trying To do. I will be better,I promise.
7. @Gabrenz2yes
I'm sorry for not Litsening To you. I will be better and i'll litsen To you To be Better than ever. I was immature. 18 years old,but still immature. I hope IT will be better next year.
(HOT TAKE INCOMING)
8. To @Tylerland264
I wanna Say sorry that i was immature, cringe and stupid. And sorry for my bad behavior at your discord server and various YouTube videos.
I wanna Say sorry for the death Threats i made To you (not posted in Instagram, DeviantArt and Gamejolt just Making them in my mind.)Sure,i know what You did was wrong and bad,but when i saw your video "accepting my mistakes,i apologize for everything" (i saw twice in fact), You were honest. Apologizing To You dosen't mean that i will support or defending You again. No! I will be neutral.
That's all i have to Say. Again,i'm sorry for my bad behavior and i'll better in 2025. Still trying to learn my lesson. So far i learned:
Harassmments won't solve anything
Making Death threats is not nice
Judging someone won't help
Never mention Someone's past while they're trying to move on
Never act immature
Making insults won't help
Finally,be a better person And that's what i'm going to do
UPDATE
During break,i started to get bit better,no therapy needed because all the problems that i've made are mine and i had to improve myself and solve things by myself,but i still need to work on. And i really enjoy break time. During break,i was making art,writing and making food (still learning. Nobody is perfect). Also playing with my cats. These are the things that kinda help calm down. On 16th November,i'll turn 19 and i hope it will be better than this year.
See You in 2025. Spring Speed Out
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