Last month,a few days before school started in a old group chat i had with old friends one them said that they had to leave the group i will refer them as 🌼 for priavcy reasons,well 🌼 had to leave the group because me along the others didnt really talk much in that group nor with her and well i feel bad about that,because me and 🌼 got very well,they were a great friend but now because of my lack of talking she is no longer friends with any of us

i fucked up in a big time and i hate myself for it,if i knew what would happen i would atleast say a "Hi" or "How are you" but not,im a jerk,a bitch,a dumbass for it,IT ONLY TOOK ONE TALK TO NOT MAKE THEM LEAVE,🌼 COULD HAVE STAY IF IT WASNT FOR ME,I HATE MYSELF FOR IT,even now i have other group of friends i feel that i will fuck it up again,i did this with past group of friends but i wish that the same fate doesnt happen to this one...i might just die if that happens cause ive seen enough friend groups seprate.