I'm so saddened by what's happened since I saw the last farewell video. Some news on YouTube, as far as I understand, is due to ups and downs, false friendships, and probably insults or bullying.

I never really got to talk in instagram,i send a message and i just asked her if she was okay, and she said yes. I forgave her for the situation that arose because a person manipulated her, and because of him, he almost ruined her reputation.

It's been years and since she retired I never had the opportunity to meet her and make a friend with confidence but now I feel that I feel alone and I also had personal problems like her and I'm trying to recover everything I suffered now.

if you're reading somewhere, I hope you forgive me for not being able to try to talk or have a friendship.