Because like to think of it what is my life really? All I really do is hang around with my friends, always needy for attention and think about my online life 3 Boyfriends? Seriously what that fuck am I doing... there's people out there with none that really want one and that it doesn't help that i'm always.. alone as soon as I leave any place, My strict parents... I can even let my friends come here I have to go to them and it's only like for an hour....And then I'm always alone... on here Sure I have company But At the end of the day it's just a Screen, No digital nothing can actually feel warmth to me....*sigh *

Am I taking this deep?... Or is this the reality for me