
I've acted as if i was famous, right? Like anyone would do.
However, the reason behind my behavior is simple...
Autism, i am Autistic.
You've seen how i talk, and how i act a lot like a kid, but most of the time, i'm just a teen weeb who likes to hang out and make art most of the time!
I look at myself now, i see a failure.

Someone who's just trying to get attention.
But i look at me now again, and i see a mature person who maybe has its flaws like being lazy and hyperactive.
But helped a Creator, not just one, an Adult who became my guide... (Victoree)
I helped countless people, I was there for lots of people.
I became better, and maybe, i can extend to that again.
Let's go with the what i won't do from now on:
INNAPROPIATE ARTWORK:

Artwork such as the Ether corpse will not be done again, and if i need to express my deeper feelings, may it not be for things like this.
May it be on a white paper drawn in the finest graphite, expressing deep feelings, such as love, joy, anger, and even peace.
PLAGIARISM:

I've previously traced over the Hilda and Frida Season 3 renders until i made Hazel and Faith.
However, both still look the same, and for that, i apologize for using another IP that is not mine, same goes for Michael, Imani and Rowan, who are based on Link (ToTK), Matthew Lau's Imani and Syringeon.
Future redesigns are yet to come, with Rowan still mantaining his Syringeonlike aspects, same for Imani, who i still will keep the name, it's not copyrighted as Imani is a real name.

The name is infact a real life name.
Funnily enough, it has "Fortnite" on the tag.

So yep.
BETTER ARTWORK:

I want to admit, this sucks, but it was made as a joke.
I'm currently playing FNAF World Refreshed, with the idea of getting all of the Characters before Part 2.
The problem: Animdude and Chipper.
Here's the thing: I already am good.
But to call myself that is not worth it, i may have done good art like ffatality's art here:

But i don't like how i did it, sure fatal liked it, but i just think it isn't even that good.
I want to make my art better.
So i will be taking a break from my art to improve on it.
And i want to learn from none other than @BOXZEE .
Her art calls me out the most, i really want to learn how to draw like she does.
I love everyone's art, but Boxzee's art is special to me.



Those lines, that artstyle, reminds me a lot of Spooky Month, i grew obsessed with SM, watching it since i was 7.
I couldn't wait to see more of it, Pelo brought cheers to me, and Boxzee keeps on bringing that cheer towards me.
So yep. I'll learn from her from now on, and learn how to become as good as her.
BEHAVIOR ONLINE:
Online, i'm a completly different person, I act as if i had 1k.
I act as if i'll get a lot of likes and comments.
I just know that's not the case.
So from now on, I'll be completly real about my situation.
And just for in case, i'll bring support to others.
Not for F4F (follow for follow).
But because i want to share my kindness.
I've only been liminal with my friends.
I want to spread it across all of gamejolt, and show my love for the artists and gamers.
I'd love to keep maturing both Outside and Inside the internet.
As long as i avoid the brainrot lmao.
But seriously, i want to become a better person, and this, is my journey for it.
Let me improve myself.
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