Hey all 👋 how are we doing? So yes it's that one final time of the year again, I'm gonna be a high school graduate now! And there are some things that I wanna get out of my chest. Lot of things had happened to me during the last two years of senior high, I made a lot of friends in school that will turned out to be a failure, well, it's really hard to come up of what happened but I'll explain this in a simple of matter.

Sometimes I'm genuinely jealous whenever I feel left out, I tried to always ground myself and talk to my friends whenever I can but I think I made way too many friends resulting to a lot of drama, I really liked this volleyball girl but she admitted that she didn't liked me and ignored me for the rest of the remaining years while still talking to my friends and my siblings, I genuinely got pissed off and wish to tell her "Don't you ever talk to my sisters again." but I didn't, but there are times where she kinda wanted to talk to me? Wanting my attention but I didn't talk to her even though I want to, I was shy. I would still get mad if she tries to talk to my older friends (yes I am that sensitive) I just wish I can just text her for a truce. Actually come to think of it, I liked a lot of girls in school and their beauty is... something else where I couldn't control. I'm a simp I know and that's okay- (I'm jk) it's a shame my shih-tzu died before graduation, I feel empty.

But honestly, the true love that I've been wanting to find was my childhood crush, shes still in my heart after all these years, she was the one that got me into FNaF Fan Games, Drawing, Animation. She inspired me to be myself, I wanna confess to her but she previously said she was Asexual 😭 and I have to respect that, she was so everything that I wanted and without her, LorenStudio wouldn't have existed, I still wanna give her a thoughtful message at some point but maybe after graduation? Maybe. I still talk to her this day actually, we're still close. I used to play genshin with her (rare loren L) cuz she likes anime...a lot..and obviously I realized I can't force myself to like something to be with her. I remember back in 2017 4th grade she was talking about Five Nights At Candy's and TRTF, Five Nights At Roxy's, The Living Tombstone :>>> she's a real one ngl, I can't believe she doesn't remember all that 🥀. We would also give each other some paper messages with FNaF drawings that consists of discord-like messages lmao. I think that's all I have to say about her, she's still really naive today.

I still get mad when one of my used-to friends talk to my other friends, I don't know, maybe I got attention issues. Anyways friendships asides, I got an honors award!! I'll be getting my first medal on stage, first time since 3rd grade!!! I'll try to record everything and upload it on YouTube for you guys to see if it's possible. Anyways, I think that's all in my head by writing this post, have a wonderful day!

From LorenStudio.