Without explaination, this probably doesn't make much sense

This did happen to me online pretty much just uh couldn't figure out how to draw all of this stuff

Anyway, online I used to be ig more interactive (well ig still am just well...) with others, I trusted players to easily that became my friends online, sure we played games and such, but it'd end normally with them disappearing not long after we meet

Shouldn't have been so surprising, but I was, like in panel/page 2 naive.

Had to much belief that, some random players I called friends, would just come back

Realization or smth settled in, in like 2021, yeah wasn't depressed, but gave me trust issues, more specifically online

The guy in later panels was kinda the last straw, he was nice and well just fun to hang out with but, well I don't really know why I left. Supposely it was "boredom" but idk anymore. I left for like a month though shortly after left for a weekend cuz of visiting family

I told him I was going to leave for a bit, but there was zero response on the dms. No answer after waiting for like two months and I gave up, about half a year later he's suddenly back and the end result was me unfriending mostly out of anger or some other negative emotion

You'd expect a different reaction, but I was just upset, not really a good excuse or anything, not helpful that it left me more untrusting of people I'd meet online ig, especially after I joined Gamejolt, in which that happened only a few days before I joined Gamejolt as a matter of fact, couldn't really want to or smth interact with anyone really

Yeah I changed but I feel like there's definitely things that couldn't changed if I just darned interacted, well at least I did interact later 'cause now some of those I interacted with are some of my closest friends.

I don't expect to be understood exactly for why I did it, since I'm not even completely sure myself

Sorry for the long story and weird conclusion but I just want to say thank you for those who've stuck around and do care about me so thank you

(Next drawing ain't gonna be anything like this more personal thing hehe)