[Another Tw: mentions of Su1cid3 & other topics]
As of last days & today, I'm having a rough time at school due to lack of friends,tried to connected to them..
For those who don't know, I'm disabled girl diagnosed with Low IQ who suffered from Isolation, Loneliness, Negative thoughts & Even Ignorance that I felt like one understands me.
I tried my best to be Social at school & might get in activities like Gathering but I failed, I cried in secret hoping I would get noticed, Hide my real emotions from others.
I felt like I'm wanting to end my life after school, just to make them happy but I know this would impacted them with Guilt & remorse as being disabled who just want to know what's with me, So I sometimes having thoughts with it.
However till this show... (It's Miracle Tunes for those wondering) I've known this show around(maybe 2019?)2020 to 2021 during my childhood in Italy (I was 9-10 at that time) I sadly didn't brought any merch/products from them so I quite rarely seen them. They comforted me somehow Not only it was my childhood but they also helped me to stop thinking about Su1cid3, Su1cid3 Ideation, Negative thoughts, Harming myself & others.
I have tell my family members about it but it was in past tho, this time, I didn't tell my family members about it or how I feel, I just want to tell my classmates of what I've been through of them so they could know what I'm exactly feeling & might helping me from those thoughts.
I'm really grateful that this show existed & is now becaming part of my childhood.
I do arts, Creating randoms out of Curiosity (I think?), writing lyrics just for my future animations & others just to show my Passion & Creativity in Social media, making these hobbies really help me feel special 
Tysm for those who read this & this app made me feel special & Social besides Irl 
Also should I tell y'all that the Sillies in this sketch is my Opt ship? Sure I may have Savage obsession with them together but it's also my Confort ship so.
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