Im scared

My mom said she couldn't sleep because she was crying

She was scared that the rest of my family will abandon me

She's scared that i will get cancer from the pills.

She's scared that if i still wanns be trans she cant call me by my real name

I feel so bad that my choice affected her this much

I feel so, so bad. I never wanted to see my mom sad. I feel like its my fault. I've been crying so much to the point that my tears are burning me