general in Depressed kids who need hugs❤️🖤

Shit shit shit---
I'm probably gonna head to bed soon, I'm tired and I have a headache after dealing with Jocelyn's shit... I might just stop involving myself in that situation idk, all I know is that I blocked him, he blocked me and stressed me out before doing so...


The Accident...... Do you mean me being delusional enough to think that she liked me?
Y'know... Iwonder when my life will truly begin.....
Cause right now.... I don't even know what to do with myself....
Like... I'm just laying on my couch just doomscrolling.... I don't want to be like this but doing anything else feels too exhausting...
Is it bad that I have a stalker? (No, I'm not joking... She literally was just following me between my first and second period with a smirk on her stupid fucking face)
I just ended up having a mental breakdown at lunch :)
Read the article if you want to know details!
I'm at school rn....
Also....
I'm tired of this....
why are you all ignoring me? what have i even done
Is it bad that I see myself as the one who just screws everything up for everyone else? All I do is try to compensate for that my trying to help others.... In the end I just make things worse....

Truly sorry for being away. So much has been happening I just can't focuse. My mental health has been draining. When I get that up I'll interact with the little bit of people that talk to me here. Thank you.