general in Vents/therapy

Y'know... Iwonder when my life will truly begin.....

Cause right now.... I don't even know what to do with myself....

Like... I'm just laying on my couch just doomscrolling.... I don't want to be like this but doing anything else feels too exhausting...

𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚛𝚢 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗.... 𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚛𝚢... 𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚏𝚞𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎...

𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚢... 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐...

Can y'all make me feel better..?

I was using the inhaler for 25 minutes straight. It was alright but i cried. Due to stress overwheleming me. I think i need therapy.. I just have issues with overwhelement, because i have serious problems.

I'm done. My sanity has been removed. I am offically done, life is going to make me ascend to the next level.

U like me?

People change

Who cares.

I wish this fucking world wasn't a big mistake for people. If it wasn't stupid and fucking cringe. I have PTSD because of everything. I want to go home. Why is my mom forcing me to stay for 3 weeks in a place.