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I'm thinking of doing a redesign on my main oc, but I'm out of ideas :/
Seeing the band telling unfunny jokes, but that are good for the heart.
I'm a controversial person, I want to be gone forever but at the same time I want to be remembered :P
I don't know how to paint metal objects in a way that fits my drawing style
I feel very ashamed of the person I went to a post ago.
I'm afraid that the people I follow (YouTuber, friends and etc) will become horrible people...

" The metamorphosis "
P.s: I put a small gray filter so as not to hurt anyone's eyes, in case that didn't work, I'm really sorry...