Hey! I'm Ruya, we've met many times.

Let's talk about daily life first!

be proud of you, you have been very strong to overcome the storms of life to live, you are better than many people!

Has anyone ever thought about the reason they were born? Or has anyone ever thought that this life is too miserable? I've thought like that too.

Sometimes I have that feeling, the feeling of wondering "why am I here" or "I don't know what I'm living for", right now, I'm also wondering about that feeling. Thinking about the reason I was born, why I have to live or try to do something,... always makes me wonder. Is it to love, to work, to meet someone, or sometimes to exclaim "how beautiful this life is"...?

Not satisfied with the answer, every time I think about the above things, I feel like I don't want to do anything anymore. I don't understand why I do what I do anymore, some would say it's to eat, to drink, to not feel pain, to laugh, to compete, to show off, to love... Well, maybe it is.

Honestly, I started to have a headache, and it got worse. The headache was from trying to find answers to questions that I still haven't found. The pain was because I realized I was living a life without even knowing why I was living. That realization made me even more depressed. "If that's the case, wouldn't it be better not to know?" That's what I really thought. It's better not to know than not to suffer.

I say that, but actually knowing that truth helps me a lot, because knowing how I'm living, I can also start living differently. If life gives me the chance to live, then enjoy it. I don't want to live forever, nor am I the type of person who tries to die early. I just go with the flow.

It's not always our fault when someone doesn't love us, but what about us, do we love ourselves? What is the reason for us to love ourselves? Have you ever asked yourself that? Someone told us, "Remember to love yourself, accept yourself." But it seems like it's a hard thing to do. I hear many people say that they hate who they are, they say it's not worth loving.

We hate ourselves because we can't be the person we want to be, we look at others and see ourselves as mediocre. We admire but also envy them, we say why can't we be like those people, why can't we have their life,... So many questions of why. But not why do I have to become someone I'm not, why do they want me to be someone else instead of accepting me as I am?

We seem to want to be the person that everyone wants us to be. We do something because others want us to, because we want to receive compliments. We forget who we are and are living our life as someone else's but still think it's our life.

We have tried so hard, let's give ourselves a break and everything will be fine, just not today.

Maybe we can't see the light now, but it's waiting for us ahead

Being ourselves is very difficult, right? But do you think we can do it? I believe so, what about you?

Yeah! Anyway, I want to tell you that from now on, let's live a meaningful life together, each person will have their own meaning, but if we were born to live together, I believe if you can live your own meaningful life, it will also contribute to my happiness. So I thank you for being born, and I am very happy that you have your own true happiness, and...very very happy that even though we are in a far away place, we can still find each other through sympathetic hearts - through a common home called social networks.

You were born and grew up this much is the great happiness of the world, you were born to deserve your own happiness!

Tomorrow when you grow up and become successful, you will understand how valuable life is and then you will cherish it more

Btw. Ruya proud of you, you have been very strong to overcome the storms of life to live, you are better than many people!

_ @RuyaMiya _