Partii, MrDee, Mikey, Humphrey.
These were the people who i hate the most in this place, but then in that list, there's me.
I myself, tainted my own name, Matticraft.
This name meant a lot to me, until i realized, as much helping the name did, it also did a lot of hurting, i lied about things, i harassed others, and i... Grew up... That was my response and apology, i grew up, and learned to mature.
You can also read this message from DC.
3 reasons.
MatticraftAccelerant is mostly a known name for a "controversial" user in the eyes of some people i assume, as i've been tagged in posts of my friends 🍇 me and viseversa, being mugged (assaulted) and then of course, was Humphrey, who tagged me in that mall incident video.
What do i mean by hated? I've received lot's of threats while i've been on break for high school, it's been shit.
My Discord and GJ, and personal Gmail are in risk of being hacked, i need to change things quickly, i need to do a hard reset.
Now, for a rant about my username.
I loved this name not just because of minecraft, but because i was creative with things, at least that's what others said irl.
I feel like i grew up with my Matticraft persona for my entire life.
Yet... It also ruined me completly, mentally and internally.
I'm always calling myself Matticraft sometimes, and people in high school mock me about it, of course, that's on me for letting my sketchbook out in the open (someone took it).
And i just feel that, i've grown out of my own name.
That's why i want to announce that i will not go on by @MatticraftAccelerant from now on, instead, i will make an account, brand new, leaving this one behind.
When? Not now.
I will still leave this account active, just so you know, it's gonna be abandoned for eternity.
Just to make things clear, NO, I WILL NOT LEAVE GAMEJOLT FOREVER.
I will announce when the new account is created.
Again, all of this is due to my own insecurities and paranoia.
Thank you for listening.
(P.S. Only a few people can call me by Matti, most selectively, close friends...)
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