I have I know I posted all this in art communities, but that's it... I'm afraid of the future, I'm afraid everyone will hate me in high school, I'm afraid all the progress I've made will be for nothing... I want to be with Liam again... I want to be happy once and for all, I want to end the day sleeping peacefully... knowing I did something right... and even writing this... I'm laying my feelings bare for the whole world to see...