general in Vents/therapy

For venting or if you just need therapy

I was born with a cleft lip, which, if you dont know, its basically, having the upper part of my mouth open and connected to my nose.
Its by a miracle i didnt die early in life, and just like me, dont you see how you are a living miracle, a blessed person

I know you might be hurting right now, and i understand its hard to want to keep going when everything screams for you to give up, but trust me, success might be closer to you than what you think, and even if it is, you'll never achieve it if you give up
If you surrender, give up, decide that's your times come, what would you achieve?
Yes, its hard to live, but do you know how harder it is to lose someone? Specially, imagine losing you
You know how many hearts youd break?
People care about u, and so do i.
"will someone ever miss me if i was gone?"
"Why keep trying?" "Whats the point of keep going?"
I know, its hard not to overthink, with the millions of pessimist thoughts, telling you horrible things.
But dont let ur fight spirit die without even starting.
"im tired of living"
Fine, i understand but really, listen these words of someone who went through years of trouble like this.
If ure tired, sleep, cry, please listen to your needs, but DONT let a scar become a forever scar on the ones that love you.
Please, dont do it.
There's so much more to this world, to life, and if youre struggling, please reach out to someone. It can be me, a friend, your family, just someone you trust, but dont keep it all bottled up in your heart, itll only get you lower.
Ok, be real with me. Are you okay? Really okay?
For how long have you been on auto-pilot, telling others youre fine when youre hurting inside?
Now this is something i took a long time to understand, so get this:
You need to tell someone about your pain.