I'm beginning to realise I don't have much time left, next year is my last year of school and then it's over, find a job, do this, do that. And what's worse is that I love making stuff to entertain people, that's why I have so many fangame plans, but with my realisation that I don't have much time left, it's changed my perspective and the reasoning behind my passion for game development, its gone from doing it for fun to doing it for money, if I don't make a fun and engaging game now, I'll be in financial hell for the next few years, I have some other skills I could do for a job but I spent almost all the time I had to increase my skill range on trying to make the "perfect game", that's why I always ask for help with these things, I don't have the time to learn them myself, I have exams and work and all sorts which is pulling me away from making the one thing that will help with what I want my life to be, so I'm going to shove all of the fangames to the side to work on my original stuff only, I've spent so much time with this all that I can't afford to quit now. Please understand - Charlie