Used to be motivated in making Fnaf on coding sites such as Scratch, not anymore tbh, can't even get past the menu most the time before losing all motivation in the project.

Drawing sucks too because I got my laptop taken for no apparent reason other than a grade that was barely low, now I can't draw as good online probably because I probably am going to forget. And drawing on paper is just boring when it's not with anyone that I know, and now realizing that my friends are leaving from a site I used to draw with them on? It's a pain that I missed so much after being gone from online for not even two months so far.

Used to be motivated in attempting to make music too, stopped tbh because I have low creativity and it just started to sound the same over time. Ugggh I can't find anything to do

Most the people I know or used to know here don't really know me now and some just stop being around me altogether just because I'm gone for not even a month.

This is just a rant trying to hoe I have an art block anyways, so maybe it wasn't so worth it to read this. 💀