A new month has come and yet i was recently reminded of something i lost long ago and it still bothers me to this day...

I was recounting stories with some peeps i was talking with on some memories when i recalled this and i am Still pissed about it as well as hurt.

Long ago i had a toy i had gotten as a gift from my now dead Aunt when my mom and i went to texas to visit her. I was a very young child then so this was 10-20+ yrs ago.

This gift was a lil meowth toy, at the time i didn't recall what it was fully but i knew it had a rare feature, in my mind, that i've not seen on a plush since.

The lil Meowth toy had a pouch in its back to store things small enough to fit, closed off by velcro. I would later find out that the plush was a treat keeper.

This toy was stolen from me and sadder still the kids i knew who took it lied to my face that they didn't have it. I was pissed. I didn't care about what i had In the toy, i just wanted it back for the entire damn family to grow a conscience and admit they did wrong and Return what they took from a child.

They never did and i still hate them for it to where i hoped their life was full of people stealing from them and lying to them as they did to me and maybe so many others.

It's hard for me to get another to replace what i lost so i had an idea...i will Make my own. It won't be a meowth but it will be...something. A treat keeper type of my own design since i've really gotten into making things and enjoy it. ~

I Will have the toy i still miss that my inner child yearns to have back damnit.

Felt like rambling that's all. I know bottling things up is Not a good idea nor healthy. Take care all ~